how much do i wonder on the inside
trying to verify the reason to my existence
the feeling inside me is so intense.
when i know that there is none to embrace me,
when i am a million pieces inside.
unlike these rain drops, who have the earth
to embrace them, with its arms wide open, outside.
the raindrops fall free from the sky, free and fearless
eager to embrace the earth with their love, outside
unlike me, falling on broken wings, with a fear
of the stark reality of my loneliness deep inside.
how I wish i were a rain drop,
just like one of them falling, outside.
for i'd be sure that my love awaits me
and i won't feel, like i feel now, inside.