Monday, October 3, 2011

Contradictions

As i lie alone here
Clueless of the future
Wishing for a silver lining
Inside my unknown fear

Negotiating in my mind
The losses and the gains
Still trying to find a meaning
In the residues and the remains

One moment, i want to fly
Live again a life where i could dream
But soon enough i am reminded of the voice
From my broken heart, that turns into a scream

And i withdraw my self from this world
Trying to feel safe just like in a mothers womb
I guess, ive given more than ill ever have
So i've accepted being comfortably numb.

1 comment:

Maira said...

I can relate to this. I want you to read my very last post. that's the best way i can comment on this.