But what would you do if the person who holds you tight and then goes ahead and throw you away is one? The Only ONE!
Saturday, June 25, 2011
There is going to be only one person whose name you will never forget even in the middle of your sleep.Only one person whose name you will never want to bring up. Only one person who could get your pulse racing and your heart beat faster. Only one person who could break your heart in tiny pieces.Only one person whose name you'll remember admits deepest shit.Only one person whom you'll think of in the happiest of times.Only one person who could make you believe that your life means something. Only one person who could make you believe that your life means nothing. Only one person who would give you a million tears and still counting. Only one person who wipes a million tears with his hands, every time. Only one person who will make you experience what its like being in hell. Only one person who will make you experience what heaven truly is!
Thursday, June 16, 2011
For someone like me, holding a secret from someone i think about and talk to day and night, wasn't easy. But i tried my best to keep up despite the almost tickling anxiety to burst it out just for that one expression of happiness that I wanted to capture for an eternal timeless memory.
Now, i will have a timeless memory but, it wont be of lips breaking into a smile and eyes lighting up with sparkle!
I guess that every turn, deserves a return and that's probably why my efforts to make a special day extra special have led me to such a state of shock. I don't know if god is planning to send me on some WAR, because that could be the only explanation possible for such heartbreaking events that occur and are turning me into a colder person by the day!
You can only wonder that why the universe conspires against you when you don't conspire against anyone at all. And wondering will only lead you towards madness.
All I've learnt is some people are deserving and some are not. But, I am no judge of it. You can only do what your heart tells you to, as it always shows you the right way, even in spite of the fact, that, this was not the way you wanted to take! But I guess, that's the irony of it, and my life.