Saturday, August 6, 2011

Meena Bazaar :)

Okay. Sometimes in life you really do feel happy. And you wonder how did it happen. And if you have wanted something for a noticeably long time, when you get it, it seems somewhat unreal.

For people who are close enough to me and who happen to know about MYRA might think i'm messed up with my priorities. Because its just been two months since its inception and i'm celebrating a new job offer.
But, trust me I know what I am doing. And it indeed is all for MYRA. I mean there would've been nothing better if i would've got this opportunity a year back. But now I guess, at that point of time I would've had no idea how much I can make out of it. And how important it really is for me to make my dream a reality.
Plus...i know how badly I needed to work in a proper work environment. I mean its just the right kind of place where i've always wanted to be in.
So, I really really am proud of myself for cracking this one! Thanks god! :*

Thursday, August 4, 2011

Too Much Love Will Kill YOU....everytime!

I'm just the pieces of the man I used to be
Too many bitter tears are raining down on me
I'm far away from home
And I've been facing this alone
For much too long

I feel like no-one ever told the truth to me
About growing up and what a struggle it would be
In my tangled state of mind
I've been looking back to find
Where I went wrong

Too much love will kill you
If you can't make up your mind
Torn between the lover
And the love you leave behind
You're headed for disaster
'cos you never read the signs
Too much love will kill you
Every time

I'm just the shadow of the man I used to be
And it seems like there's no way out of this for me
I used to bring you sunshine
Now all I ever do is bring you down

How would it be if you were standing in my shoes
Can't you see that it's impossible to choose
No there's no making sense of it
Every way I go I'm bound to lose

Too much love will kill you
Just as sure as none at all
It'll drain the power that's in you
Make you plead and scream and crawl
And the pain will make you crazy
You're the victim of your crime
Too much love will kill you
Every time

Too much love will kill you
It'll make your life a lie
Yes, too much love will kill you
And you won't understand why
You'd give your life, you'd sell your soul
But here it comes again

Too much love will kill you
In the end...
In the end.

Tuesday, August 2, 2011


sometimes you just don't understand life. it seems so unfair. and no one treats you the way they should. everything seems like going wrong at once. And its always the people you expect the most from who let you down. yesterday i met a long lost friend and she told me how life throws signals at you. in its own way. but we are so consumed that we don't notice them. and when everything starts to fall apart, it all comes back to you....whatever you had neglected along the way. its funny though that people you care for wont care for you and the ones who care for you, you wouldn't care for them.
We are all very selfish beings. we want what we want. and the mere thought of not having what you want drives you mad. it gets the worst out of you. some people will never treat you the way you should be treated. and they probably might be the ones who mean more than yourself to you.

It is remarkable, the ability of the human heart and mind to get attached to someone without even knowing if the other person values you the slightest. Also, the human nature to pretend.
Lately, I have come across people who have been mistreated due to this. mistreated in a way, that there belief is entirely shaken. In a way that their innocence is lost forever. In a way that they will never feel whole again.
And i know it can happen to anyone. it can happen to me.
But the question is despite knowing everything can I be wise enough to detach myself from everything. will it be like getting scared and running away or will it be just pure wisdom and caution.

I guess i cant decide that. A lot of things have happened to me and surprisingly, for most of them i wonder why. its not suppose to be like this. they say, everything happens for a reason. something somewhere has terribly gone wrong with me and i cant figure out what that is. maybe the answer's with in me but i don't know what will it take for me to know it.

The people who are supposed to be closest to me think that everything's perfect for me and all this is just unnecessary depression. i wonder if someone can actually see me. other than me.
i am thankful to you god that i have a house to live in. a car to drive around in. a family to celebrate occasions with. a lover to share my feelings with. friends to hangout with. but, then how come i am sitting here all alone...hurting...unable to control my tears and no one knows.

and these are the times when everything seems meaningless.