and you have to live.
i wish i were free. free and wild as i could be. i wish i didn't know how to care for people. i wish i didn't know what they want. i wish i didn't know what they expect of me. i wish i didn't know of the pain when the heart breaks.
the world just robs you off of your innocence. people say its good to be strong. but i know how many smiles have to die and how many tears you have to cry to become strong.
i dont know if i have myself to blame or someone else. but this has been a wicked journey. a journey where i lost a lot. A journey that never reached its destination but sure taught a lot all the way long!